morning

So this pug is pretty much what I look like a the moment...all snuggled up peacefully...except I have a laptop in front of me...oh the magnetic pull of the internet.

Ahh.. so this is day 1 of 2 days off that I really need. It's not really that my job is hard, it's just involved, and there is alot of pressure trying to keep everyone happy. Not to mention when other people take advantage of you and just leave things they know will get taken care of, it makes things worse.

I'm wishing the sun was out today so I could take a drive and do a little picture-taking. Maybe this overcast light is better anyway. Definetly is. No shadows from the sun, no in your face beams of light. That's what I will do... take a drive and get some photography done. It's one of my favorite things to do and the best part is that it's free. For now anyway. If I ever wanted to make a career out of my favorite hobby it would definetly involve some green.

So, I woke up this morning and my mind started going off...started thinking about taking Ebbie mini golfing and bowling tomorrow and that made me think about how old he is...and then I thought about how old I am... and I quickly had to stop myself because I know how I am. I know how my brain starts and doesn't stop. And I remember that time of my life where I was alone alot and my mind would go off and it would bring me down. Thankfully, due to some changes and some awesome people I am much better off than I was before... and I want to keep it that way.

One of those awesome people is Scott. He is my biggest support system, my peaceful, simple spot in the world is with him. I think I feel more at ease with him than I do by myself. I can have a long, stressful day and come home to him and, not to sound cliche, everything just kinda melts away. It may sound silly but it's true. It's not that the stressful situations are all better, or the ridiculous people in my life are suddenly agreeable....it's just that I have a strong sense of peace when I am with him. When we are good, it's fantastic. I love my baby... I don't care how many of you cringe.