Friday, February 27, 2009

Foooooooood

Yesterday I ate WAY better than today....

Slim fast and something else for breakfast... can't remember what it was...

Lunch I had a peanut butter and sugar free jelly on 12 grain bread with an apple

Dinner I had half of a fish n chips dinner

Late night snack was a fruit and walnut salad

Today's menu :::sheepish look::::

Breakfast: Oatmeal

Second breakfast (haha LOTR reference!) Dannon light n fit yogurt with blueberries, water, a few nuts and a strawberry or two

Lunch.... :::::gulp:::: Chinese food. AHHHH!!! But Davo invited me and Daren went and they bought it for me cuz they're nice like that and.... I know... BAD

BUT I did work out after work..nice and sweaty :)

And I had some cheese when I got home and I am nursing a coffee..... and dinner will be a smart choice... hopefully... it IS Friday...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Today's menu!

Food today...

Slim fast shake

Yogurt
Orange
Trail mix
Water

Mini Butterfingers (3)

Lean cuisuine
Coke Zero
Sugar free pudding cup

Annie's mac n' cheese
Mixed veggies with a sprinkle of grated parmesan
Crystal light iced tea

RANT

Ok so I wrote this last night in the wrong blog...

"Start rant.I know it shouldn't bother me as much as it does, and I really thought I had come to a good place with it, but it does bother me, and I am definitely not in a good place.I feel gross. I'm so much heavier and jigglier than I used to be. I'm lumpy and bumpy and I feel so unnattractive right now. I know it's not as bad is it could be and I realize I'm not an ugly person, but still, I can't find jeans... I search for that small selection of my size (whatever size that is because I certainly can't find it! Maybe it's awkwardly shaped size?) while these little stylish girls pick out little things here and there. I mean, really thin girls are gross, but I don't want to be really thin, I just don't want to wiggle in places that should not move. I don't want an ideal place to off-road to be on my back fat rolls. I would prefer that my thighs not look like the surface of some distant planet. Seriously, my legs are HUGE. Ahh and I don't want to be "that girl" who thinks about her weight and that's it. But - I seriously need to get in shape.As soon as the warm weather comes I am going to be walking all the time. Really. AND from now on I am going to journal EVERYTHING I eat in this blog. That's right, everyone will be able to see what I am eating. Maybe that will keep me from eating CRAP.The thing is this.. there will always be cupcakes, and ice cream, and candy. I don't need to eat it just because it is there. SO - I won't, because if I want to be able to feel confident that's what needs to happen. End rant. "

Well.... I joined the gym tonight. It's a good idea. I have a three month membership, so I can get myself to where I want to be and when summer rolls around I can do things outdoors like walk and sports and stuff... and when the cold weather comes back I can sign up for three more months... I shall update.....

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

we're comin' back for more....

I have Jason Mraz stuck in my head, but it's not a bad thing, he can stay there as loooong as he wants.

I washed my car today. Yep, I took some warm water and car wash and sponged the ol' girl down. Then I made repeat trips to the tub and sink filling a bucket and pot with water so I could splash/pour the water on the car in hopes that it will get most of the soap off.

I don't have much to write about, as always. Things are as they are. Which is good, I guess. Kinda quiet... the mess at work has been sorted out (I think) so as of now I am staying where I am, just taking on more responsibility (as in everything) and running the office myself without the title or pay increase.... hmmm... we'll see how long that lasts.